Remembering

The more you do a thing, the better you get at it. It’s the same with life. The more you live, the better you know how to. Only with living, better is bolder and more confident. Because let’s face it, we start out realizing the world is a large place. We know no one but our immediate family members. It’s why there’s that anxious feeling when starting school and meeting new people. We are anxious because we don’t know what we’d meet. We don’t know how we’d be treated. But we start these social endeavors nevertheless; and soon after we get better at mingling. We feel more at home with the new faces we’ve met. As we go on, the anxiety of going out into the world dissipates. And with this stored experience comes bravery. Bravery to venture further into alien parts of society. It’s the power of experience. 

The secret to great confidence and charisma is memory. Or to be precise, it’s remembering. And fear is simply a lack of it. We all start our social lives from a point of fear, but we however must socialize; and since we must socialize, then we’re bound to grow confident. It’s the law. Practice makes perfect. Practice produces experience, Experience produces memory, memory produces confidence, confidence creates perfection. It’s the simple law to confidence. 

I however do not write to point out a truth obvious or new to you (depending on your introspective powers). I write to deconstruct the hidden mechanisms behind the mentality of fear and anxiety. And with this deconstruction, I cannot but shed light on, and emphasize the reality of spiritual personalities beyond the veil of our senses — some of which are unfortunately malevolent in nature. 

Just as the spiritual realm exists alongside the physical realm, howbeit in frequencies higher and subtler than what the untrained senses of men could pick up, so also are the beings in the spirit realm in nature. They are according to their plane of existence, more intelligent and powerful than the jewels of these qualities in the physical realm. To be plain, the physical man is too dense to match any activity of the spiritual beings. Some of these beings however derive pleasure in watching over men like they were lab rats. They fashion experiences around his consciousness to see just how far his consciousness can be stretched or altered. The human race goes through these experiences daily, but can’t reconcile them with being sourced from spiritual beings. And indeed, man at his basic level can’t connect the dots. He’s  again simply too dense to experience life at frequencies higher than those which his biological antenna can pick up. And though he’s unqualified to perceive their activities, he’s still to his detriment a participant, though unwilling.

Now some of these beings watch us the way we watch movies. They’re intrigued by us. They have studied almost every human reaction to pain and pleasure. They understand and have formed some reactions to be genetic; but due to the malevolence with some of them, they’d much rather have the human consciousness engineered towards a unified response system — a radio under their control. 

They want human consciousness to produce stable reactions, irrespective of natural source codes of genetics. It’d be the easier to control the whole world that way. It’s because of genetic source codes that men are able to have individuality of perspective, forming identity. And this difference in ideals is a major cause of segregation and wars. However because wars happen on earth, it can easily be deduced that our parental spiritual forces don’t see eye to eye. It’s either that, or they’re too united in their agendas to humanity’s detriment.

And like I said, the experiences that shape the human consciousness are sourced from the spiritual realm. Now this could be considered the greatest and most subtle play of oppression on the human race, but it’s what it is nevertheless: the physical world is ruled over by the spiritual one. 

Now back to experiences and genetic source codes. How does it work? Well at a point in the time, some inhabitants of the spiritual realm select an individual from the physical to be a test subject — the chosen vessel; the one to bring their desire to the earth. And Like a lab rat, from their meeting day, his consciousness would be shaped by spiritually directed experiences. All that he experiences, no matter how natural they seem, are anything but natural; they are strategic. His spiritual parental force through those strategic experiences, tries to birth into the physical world, their own system of thinking and being. They try to shape the man’s interactive system, and by so doing, control his mind. 

When the interactive system is built to satisfaction by the spiritual parental force, the man’s consciousness holds and becomes the genetic source code for a set of response actions. He becomes to his lineage and generation, the founding father of a new way of being. He becomes a behavioral ancestor. Because many times, the spiritual parental force wipes the selected man’s natural and inherited codes clean, to input their own data. They literally format his consciousness to install in it, a new operating system. The chosen man suffers through unwarranted hardship. He feels his life falling apart because it is. It’s literally a life changing experience; and through these things, he’s ignorant of the real motive behind his experiences. 

Sometimes, the spiritual parental force might communicate sweet nothings to the him to get him to accept the unwarranted process of self destruction... communicating to him the idea that he’s doing it for a noble cause. But the cause is all selfish. It’s all to better control the world: or at least a portion of it. The only thing the man gains from the activity is being the founding father of a new line. When the experiences forced upon him have generated the desired responses, then the man is replicated. Either biologically, through sex; or educationally, through teaching. If through sex, he basically transfers the data stored in his DNA to his offspring. And when through teaching, he transfers the new system of thinking to his students.

This is how human diversity is formed. Diversity in the human race shows diversity amongst the spiritual race. It tells of differing ideals amongst the spiritual parental forces. It’s why some men are strongly for one cause, and others against it. It’s why some men find it easier to accept a certain belief, while others don’t — it’s because they were many times prepared for it. It all goes back to the genetic source code. Sometime somewhere, their ancestors were selected by a spiritual parental force with a certain ideal, and the experiences shaped the mind system of said ancestor and those of the generations bound to come from him.

Furthermore, because descendants of certain genetic source codes are high jacked by other spiritual parental forces, we know that spiritual politics exist. It’s either politics or one giant plot of superb execution. But it’s the same procedure the spiritual parental forces use with the selected founding fathers. There’s always a call. The chosen one is always broken down and reconstructed. And the process is untold suffering. It’s nothing but oppression, truth be told. The spiritual parental forces somehow think they have some right to influence and alter our lives; and so it’s possible that they created us. 

With that being said, rare is the man who is born free. All are born slaves. And it’s for the sake that all men are born dense. We can’t reject what we do not know about. Nevertheless, since many a man has pierced through the veils of the spiritual and become aware of spiritual activities, then the capacity is in us to be far more than we are now. Man probably is more capable even! For he possesses a body that could directly influence the script. However for man to become aware of the spiritual is for him to be closer to true freedom.

This is what the malevolent spiritual beings fear. They’re drunk on control. They get to watch the effects that suffering has on men. They see that their suffering is real. Their pain is real. It’s so real that it gives these spiritual beings a sense of control over life. They love the feeling of being able to twist, bend, straighten or break life. And as I go on in speculation within this writing, through their attitude, it becomes obvious that these spiritual walkers are not anywhere near close to being the creators of life. For no true creator of life would be obsessed about gaining oppressive control over it right? I mean if they were, why would they be excited over something as fickle as their own creation? The true creator of life can by no means find pleasure in oppressively manipulating the “lives” of his creation.

And so it becomes clear that these spiritual beings are simply one intelligent form of life trying to rule over another intelligent form of life. It’s like with man: no man feels proud ruling over beats. The beast has no intelligence. But he’d feel proud ruling over his fellow men of intellect; because it gives him in his own consciousness, a sense of superiority. This is what these spiritual beings do too. They enjoying messing with men. They love to see men use their creative forces — judging men able enough for intellectual honor, then going ahead to manipulate men from their own realm, to give themselves a sense of higher power. 

In their inflated egos, there’s nothing they love more than war on earth. War amongst men makes them happy, because war speaks their influence. If there was peace, even if they had themselves brought it about, they wouldn’t feel as good as they do when they cause wars. And it’s simply because peace takes no effort. War is what demands effort. And so when they see men hate and kill each other, they feel alive; they feel a sense of power over life — man’s life to be exact. It’s an addiction to them. They want to be gods over men. When there’s peace, every man minds man. A man keeps his neighbor. But when there’s war, every man seeks his god. 

The craving of these beings for war is in the feeling they feel. It’s the feeling a man feels when he gets home and his dog runs to greet him. It’s the same feeling these beings feel when men run to them in panic. They feed of the attention. They even divide men amongst themselves. Not wanting to share human loyalty, they create for themselves individual source codes using different men. It’s why there’s different cultures with different gods. It’s why there’s different families with different gods — with every adherent defending what they call their ancestral legacy. 

It’s sad to say, but it is very likely that these ancestors were science projects to higher beings. They were projects to bring a new spiritual hand into the world of man. For I perceive that the true God created different planes and created the beings for them. He made the earth for man, but somehow, beings from other realms looked to the earth and sought to rule it. It’s a power thing.. a corrupting addiction. 

Let’s use man with power as an example of the corruption of these higher beings. With man having tasted with it felt like to rule, if man could no longer rule man, he would probably seek to rule something else just to get a dose of that feeling. It’s the feeling of telling an intelligent construct what to do, and watching them carry it out to the letter. It’s easy to begin to think yourself to be God. It’s a sense of power that corrupts.

The true God gave man rule of the earth, not of other men. If men didn’t seek to rule other men, there’d be peace on earth. But those in the other realm saw man in his peace, knowing themselves more experienced than him, they wanted to rule him. But first they needed to break his code. They needed to hack his system, where the law of peace was fix. And once the system was hacked, they could program him to kill. They could program him with perspectives. They could program him to hate and reject. They could program him to war. They could program him for segregation. And when men grew divided and ready for differences, these beings could then come in and reveal themselves to be benevolent. They could now make themselves into higher guiding forces for men — spiritual parental forces. They could fix in their own identity code into man, to allot themselves a portions and generation of men who would think and act like them. They could now satisfy their thirst for power by ruling man. They began to choose founding founders for their own following, pride and reign on the earth. They made ancestors, created cultures, and became gods on the earth. 

However these actions are breaking the supreme law! As the only recognizable god of the earth is man. Because the true God gave in every realm and to every being in it, a part of himself, a creative capacity, an intellectual force by which his creatures prove themselves worthy to be gods of their realms and most importantly, of themselves.

But opposing their desires, none could feel like God where all are equal. Corrupted by their desire, they looked to a realm lower than theirs, earth; and they desired to feel like God on it. And man continues to suffer under their tyranny. He’s experimented upon, manipulated and oppressed with their spiritual technologies. These beings have society run to tiredness so that men have no time to themselves to know themselves. For when a man knows himself, he begins the process of erasing all data put in him to cause him to hate another, and because his foundational honor is restored, he programs himself for love and peace. 

Truly, in a society of love, no gods are needed. It’s why these beings who men have believed to be gods keep playing the dual game with man. They try to keep him fighting. They try to make life a competition. They try to put a price on happiness. They try to keep men divided. They try to keep man displeased. They try to keep him wanting to be blessed. Wanting to get ahead. Wanting to be protected. Wanting revenge. Worshipping false gods. They try to suppress man’s supreme essence; for he’s heir to the intelligence of the true God. And when his essence is suppressed, he could be controlled. But when the supreme essence in him awakens, he returns to the supreme law and becomes a god! One however not desiring worship.

Once man awakens, he begins to fight against forces who have once successful hacked into his ancestral code. And so through their access to his inherited code, they could rightly delete information from his mind. They sadly are that advanced. 

This brings me to the soul of my write up. When awakened, it becomes a technological endeavor for man to guard his programs against these power hungry hackers. This is what’s wrong with people who live in fear and anxiety. They basically are being hacked. Their memory of perfection is being formatted or disabled when they’re in certain situations; and are on that spot returning to their infant stages — scared of the world and jittery. But they’re not infants anymore! They went to school, made friends and experienced society, and the experiences created a program of boldness with which to face the world with confidence, but these spiritual beings have their systems hacked; and are for one reason or the other deleting or disabling all the stored information meant to produce the confidence of experience in their machine’s operating system. And so what these victims need to do is to simply remember! They need to remember that they have paid their dues. They have lived! They have been in society and have grown through social situations. They have paid for those experiences and memories with their lives and have right to them. And when you remember who you are, you are enabled and guarded. But if you forget who you are, you forget your living rights; you’d be disarmed and empty. If however you grew up shy, then you haven’t bought bravery. You must endeavor to consciously live brave to garner enough experience to build for yourself a program of confidence. Remember the law of practice and know your rights.

That being said, fear and/or anxiety is nothing but memory malfunction. Power and Boldness comes through remembering. The price to Power is childhood, and you’ve paid your dues. Remember that you’ve been a child. You’ve lived and have earned your rights.